deep.water

i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water
i have to overcome my fear of water

bloopbloop! i think i've been to the pool more times in the last 2 days than in the last 4 years... finning is quite fun- i like the feeling of sudden accelerated power underwater... granted i still have some way to go before being comfortable in water, at least enough to subject myself to being under a whole ton of it 45 mins at one go, but... is it even possible that i might actually do it?!!?

very excited.. heh.
i'm gonna try my bestest to anyway...
gonna make sure i go to the pool as much as i can
gonna practice my finning and mask skills
gonna drive away the fear of having water in my eyes
gonna get used to the pain of breathing in water accidentally
i'm gonna i'm gonna i'm gonna!
dayang beckons..... days of crystal clear water and intense cloudless skies, bumming on the sand with a beer in hand, bbq-ing lamb chops beside the beach, waking up to crisp morning air and beautiful sunrises, enjoying the chatty company of old friends, with not a care in the world except... do i have enough air?!!?
hahah...
i'm a beach bum! (ok... more bum than beach... still!)