Monday, July 25, 2005

disturbances.

I'm disturbed by the fact that I know two people who are deeply attracted to each other and yet are both still currently in separate relationships. The guy has just declared his attraction to the girl, but what is she supposed to do, considering that she has only known this guy for a maximum of 3 weeks?

I'm disturbed by the fact that my grandma (who has come to live permanently with us here) makes all kinds of weird snores when she sleeps. It's really creepy considering I'm sitting alone in the darkness in front of the computer right now, whilst the whole house is asleep.

I'm disturbed by the fact that I'm soon to be leaving for NYC and yet there are fundamental issues like accomodation and air tickets that have yet to be settled. Time to get off your lazy ass and stop procrastinating!

I'm disturbed by the fact that I have made a conscious decision to run away, as I have been prone to do all this while.

I'm disturbed by the fact that the scholarship ceremony is in 2 days time, and I have yet to fully recover from my sorethroat or rehearse my songs. Also, my father went to cut his hair, short ugly and toot-looking. Yikes!

I'm disturbed by the fact that my room is in one HUGE mess even before I've started to pack. How the hell did I ever manage to accumulate so much rubbish?!?

I'm disturbed by the fact that life has gotten into a routine of nuah activity- eat, sleep, watch tv. School doesn't seem like such an exciting prospect any longer.

I'm disturbed by the fact that I couldn't resist starting on Hairy Porter and hence will be kept awake all night now, instead of relishing it on the insanely long flight to NYC as originally intended.

I'll have no peace of mind tonight.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

We are all slaves of disturbed minds.

JANNYJANJAN said...

Tell me about it man. I totally couldn't sleep at all last night- ended up staying awake until 5plus in the morning, and finished reading 'Arry 'Otter.